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I WILL ATTEMPT TO OPEN THE EYES OF YOUR UNDERSTANDING AND THE FOUNDATIONS OF YOUR PERSON THROUGH THE “WAY – TRUTH- LIFE”

Well  here I am 80 years or as my friend Arthur would have said, “20 from  100” and after 69 years of what I call God in my thoughts I am still  learning how to stay with Him. No I know who He is and who I am and    have come to understand the meaning of the field and the great pearl  hidden there. It has taken much of this time to get the understanding  that I am the right person that has used the wrong means and made the  mistakes, but I have learned that as the right person I can make  midstream corrections. I found the real me, the right person, how I  found me is somewhat of a mystery and I have forgotten when and where  that knowledge began. Yet it has totally made the central difference in  my life and journey but I do know it started early. As a child I was  aware that there was something within that protected and led me in  innocence and sensibility which I in my flesh thought made me a coward.  So I struggled and lived in somewhat guilt but the “me” the innocent me  listened to the g uiding presence. At age 19 I was in the Navy and still  very innocent, while in boot camp I began to experience life from the  external flesh or as scripture says, “the outward man”. I will never and  have never forgotten the night in San Diego when after a certain  instance standing on a street corner the inward voice said to me audibly  and clearly, “You have Lost your innocence”. I knew then and there I  had begun a double life; the real me and the outward person I would be  known as. I had now began living from the tree of knowledge and as my  own judge. But what would keep me and allow me to make corrections was  still within and I could make connection in my time of need and despair.
For  the next 50 years I would come to depend on the inner voice, the inner  man and the intuition, I knew there were two of me, one I trusted and  the other I disdained and at times hated.
Yes I was a Christian, I  was a minister and pastor looking for a relationship with God, filled   with the Spirit, spoke in other tongues, cast out demons and healed the  sick but lived in a struggle, a battle within me BUT. I now began to  identify with the apostle Paul in Romans 7.18 I know that my selfish  desires (Eros) won't let me do anything that is good. Even when I want  to do right, I cannot.
As the apostle said, Rom 7:24  What a miserable person I am. Who will rescue me from this body that is doomed to die?
Here  is a real revelation into myself, the person I really am; “who will  recue “ME” from this flesh person that “WILL” die? The “ME” is the real  me, the spirit within, the inward man. Rom 7:25 Thank God! Jesus Christ  will rescue me. So with my (divine- spiritual understanding) mind I  serve the Law of God, although my selfish desires (Eros) make me serve  the law of (acquire, posses, control,) sin
Maybe we can clarify this a  bit further, as I said earlier I had come to despise myself for my  behavior and actions yet for as much I hated this it seemed I was  helpless in conquering. Through this there was a battle constantly  raging within, a battle of the good guy against the bad guy but they  were the same person so I thought!
 The questions then I have to ask:

  • Who is the real me?
  • Where is God in all this?
  • Who is this God/ Jesus/ Holy Spirit?
  • How then do I attain peace?

FOUNDATIONS OF PEACE

     Security

Identity 

Belonging

I am writing the following because it has been my innermost desire to find the deepest truth and   understanding of God as father and creator. Why this?  

 
 

NO ROOM AT THE INN (WE HAVE A ROOMMATE

   

THERE IS NO ROOM AT THE INN
“A Royal Guest has come to room here”

The Gospel message will substitute faith for frustration and hope for hopelessness. It will take you by the hand and guide you in the journey God has marked out for you through the "valley of the shadow of death" and bring meaning and power to your existence.

 

ELOHIM

  There  is an unspoken truth which keeps people under the thumb of religious  control, why unspoken? On the day you are enlightened to this your eyes  will be opened and your entire BS ( believe system) and life will be  changed and your motivation and consciousness will mature. In the Agape  paradigm we taught the two loves and what motivates us, or from what  love are you operating from?  We found that the two prevalent motives  are determined by what  we love, one is Eros and the other Agape.  

LIVING FROM The TREE OF LIFE OR The TREE OF KNOWLEDGE

 Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God. Every Scripture is God-Breathed    American Christianity has had The Word preached, taught, spoken, shared, and prophesied.